CD's Diary Part 1

 Hello people.

This is my first blog and I'll be trying to write a few in addition to the Captions I post on instagram 

Today I will be telling how I started off my life as a Cross-dresser.

As a child I was always fascinated by my sister's clothes, make up, jewellery and accessories and would always wondered why I never got to wear any of it. One day I was alone at home and decided to check on internet about how to perfectly wear lipstick. That day I watched about 10-15 videos and was very happy eager to try out wearing a nice shade of lipstick. The very next day I was alone in the noon time and tried what I had learnt and wore the lipstick. It felt different, mesmerizing and comfortable to see my lips like that. It still feels bad that I couldn't click a picture of first time I tried lipstick. Gradually it became a very regular practice for me to wear lipstick and practicing to kiss on the mirror.

I felt contented with lipstick and decided to try our more and more so this time I tried out jewellery and would wear everything that the Ladies of my house had from Bangles, Anklets, Nose Rings ( which didn't required me to me to have my nose Pierced), Rings, Necklaces, Maang Tikka. And like a good Sanskari Nari I would never forget to put a Bindi on my forehead. I had never felt so comfortable ever before. I now wanted to have more of this feeling.

Next thing I did was to wear Clothes. In those days bra and panty felt like the best outfit to me ( the still do ). I tried many kurtis, skirts, blouse and petticoat with duppatas to make it feel like lengha cholis. I would spend all my afternoons trying my favourite outfits and enjoying the feel of the same ( later on I would even masturbate in them thinking of being a sexy chick with her hot boyfriend).

All of this helped to feel better special when I would have a bad day at school.

Those days when I barely knew anything about LGBTQ and crossdressing but I still enjoyed it very much and made myself feel confident and relaxed. Uffff. If only I could get those days back where I was innocent and would dress up regularly and let the inner girl ( Shreya ) in me come out click pictures. 

Even today whenever I get an opportunity to crossdress I grab it and become Shreya. It always feels exciting to try on outfits even if I would wear them repetitively and I still experience the same comfort I felt the first time and would be experiencing the same comfort in the future.

Yours Lovely

Shreya