How I became a Caption Creator and How I feel being a part of Caption creators community!

 Heyyyaaaaa People. I know it has been a while since I posted a blog. 

So today here is a new one. I hope you all enjoy it!!!!! Love you all!!!

As you all know that I am a Cross-dresser transgender ( have not been through HRT or SRS) who is still in the closet. Before I came up my page @hidden.girly.desirses I had another instagram account which I actually deleted as I made this one! I would always read the Captions made by Creators like "@ishukulkarni07" , "@thesissycorner" , "@feel_the_girly" and would imagine myself in that situation making myself feel happy and comfortable. This helped me with my mental health specially when I had to go for a long period without getting to dress-up. I always admired them and tried to make conversation with them to know more about them. They are like Celebrities to me even to this date. 

It wasn't long after that I thought of making my own Caption Page! TBH I wasn't sure until I got somewhere around 400-500 follower to continue making Captions. Till that point I would have even considered to stop writing captions in case where I didn't get good enough response. But luckily I had a very good support base and these people helped me.

To quote a few who helped me and were also the reason I got the inspiration to do this @ishukulkarni07  , @thesissycorner , @_hrithika7 . There were also some people who didn't write Captions as much or are into blog writing who gave me ideas or would help me write better or would just listen to me and share their experiences about how they handled themselves in their downs! These people were @vaani._.c , @_hrithika7 , @im_mysterious ,  @queeristan @alizeh_prianca , @_hrithikasingh_ and many more.

I always wrote Caption based on my emotions, fantasies and desires which helped me make them beautiful and also to relax me of the anxiety issues I would face because of not being able to dress up. Even in the beginning of this journey I was treated really good and the Previous Creators welcomed me in very quickly making me feel like at home. Chatting with other crossdressers and transgender was a very beautiful feeling as I would get to know about their ways, emotions and desires which I tried and made into captions only after they would permit me to do so.

Not to hide anything I even got worried when my followers base crossed 1.5k . It got me thinking if I was capable enough to make Captions worth being enjoyed by my audience or not. It also happened many a times that I would not be able to express my feminine emotions and make Captions and also wrote a few just for the sake of writing. Surprisingly even those turned out to be loved by all of you. This made me happier than ever.

In a while I started to collaborate with other creators and we would work on Captions either for me or for them and those experiences we some of the greatest. I got to learn from them their art of making these edits.

And how did I get into blog writing. Well I'm not much into this. I'm still learning this but the one person who encouraged me to do this is @vaani._.c . She was the most excited person when I dropped my frist blog and she'll be very excited to read this one too. 

To be honest to all of you, I started this page only for time pass and something to distract me from the depressive situation during the lockdown and the pandemic. But now it way different then that. Now it my hobby and I do it for making it easy for everyone including me to feel and explore their desires and understand themselves rather than falling prey to society. Small efforts to promote self-love and self care.

From starting as a no-one to becoming some who is loved by so many is a very beautiful.  Now I recieve so many messages from all of you admiring my posts and telling how beautiful it makes you feel about yourself. Reading such messages is lovely. I know I don't reply to many such messages but I do read every, so really sorry if I haven't replied but your love has been received and has helped me write more and more.

Finally, thanking everyone I mentioned above here and to those too whom I missed out from mentioning. Sorry too if I couldn't mention you, but I really admire you too for helping me and being there by my side.

Also please do follow the people I have mentioned here. They are some of the best and the most elite type of people I met on this platform.

Thanks a lot to everyone for the love!

Yours very own loved !!!

Shreya!!